Starting afresh 2015..

Starting from today, 16/4 1.20 AM...

I hope to start afresh...

Yes, this post will have many edits... I will edit from time to time..

I just dont want to leave this world without a legacy

No, I'm not a hero, not a writer, not a broken, not your guide

I'm just a broken girl, shattered glass... shattered glass shown right directly in my eyes, shining bright..

I dont care how long it will take to heal... i will try my best to leave a good mark in this world

Noo... I;m not the genius who can know everything and tell you everything you need to know..

It;s a blog, a journal to write my unspoken thoughts, my upturned feelings as time goes by to certain events...

Noo.. i dont have many events in my life... my fcking head is one universe of events despite the no- events happening, just in a chair

I'm fucking 20, Im broken everywhere, like a cactus emmiting negativity everywhere, 

im broken..

this is not a Chicken Soup tale, it's a tale of trying to heal, a tale of the shytt that flies through my brain every moment..

'I'm not normal, I think like I'm drugged, like I'm not loved , I'm drunk..

there will be edits, but i promise to heal.. to try to heal... my feelings are the strongest, my eyes are the saddest, my mouth is the weakest, my dreams and hopes are the highest...

I know.. I want to heal... pls help me, pls help me learn... I'll do my best